• The last cookie in the jar

I sometimes see myself as the last cookie in the jar. The one which will leave in our mouth a desire for more. The most delicious one.

On the other hand, sometimes too like the one everybody don’t have the will to pick it up. Left in the jar alone forever and ever. So, there’s this bitter sense of loneliness invading me, at the same time.

It’s lonely at the top, they say… Great people in this world were most of the time alone. With no one to follow them. To be able to stay by their side. So, I accept my destiny. And try to keep my self-esteem sky high, as it should be.

After all, there’s so many talents out there like mine, sooo damn wasted…

Will things always be like this? Shall we live to see a better world someday? Will I be happy? And able to make someone by my side happy too?

• Pierdut*

I feel a little bit lost, nowadays. But at the same time tempted with so many flowery paths to walk on by.

Imi doresc o zi cineva mi-a îmblânzi.**

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* Lost, in romanian.
** I wish one day someone to tame me, also in romanian.

• About manhood

That’s me!... But on the other hand, it takes a real superwoman to be able to deal with my superpower.

That is, if I still have it. I’m not sure, anymore. I lack some practice. I'm confused. Hoping that one day someone will say about me:

“He’s the one!”

Will I endure and still have time to live the fairy tale?