• Care and protect

I miss having someone to love, for so much time now... But perhaps, most of all, I miss having someone around to care and protect.

To care spreading on her skin wellness creams. Or performing a massage on her tense shoulders or tired feet. To protect against her fears of thunders and lightnings. Or from those horrible wasps, that frighten her so much!...

Things that were not at all heavy but left me with a feeling of being greatly useful to another person. A very special, lovable and dearest person. Where will I find another soul with similar needs?... Now that I became useless to her.

At least, friends I do have. A few good ones. But I've been able to show that I care for them only by words. Not gestures. Mostly because this friend of mine I feel I care most lives too faraway from me.