segunda-feira, 30 de outubro de 2017

• Mirages

I have to admit it. My personality was neither designed at birth nor developed all along my lifetime to let me be suited to live with someone by my side for more than a short period of time.

It's mostly a lifestyle issue. I don't care much about planning for the future. I take life day by day. And this is not a good thing when one's not so young anymore.

So, arriving at this age of mine - I celebrated with some joy my 57th anniversary yesterday - it seems I will end my days alone. Unless I will be wanted or needed. Once again.

I thought that I had found the one for whom I was destined two years ago. But it seems I’m one of her mistakes. And I fully understand and accept that fact.

But I rather prefer to say she was one of my most beautiful mirages.

Või kindlasti minu kõige ilusam miraaž kõigist aegadest.